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i lie awake dreaming of your face wishing i could
begin to erase you but i can't because you've left
so much behind so many memories good, bad they're all the same
now that you're gone driven away from me and my endless tears i'm so happy for you that you finally got the
strength to leave me i just wish you
would have listened to me the first time i layed
in your arms when i told you to stay away from me but you refused and i cried inside knowing this would all end sometime oh

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all we haveall we have at the end of the day is each other and i'm sorry if that's not enough for you but if i could see your smiling face
at the end of the day i'd be happy for the rest of my life you complete me and i wish i did the same for you but i can't force something great to happen besides, the best things in life are worth waiting for. all we have
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solutionthe knife still cuts i still bleed the blood still seeps and nothing changes. this problem has no solution but i'm trying to solve it in my skin it's the only way it makes sense to me solution
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not againi'm breathless again. i'm hopeless again. this will never end. this will never end. not again
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I still want...i don't know why i try so hard to impress you, but even without reason, it's hard to just give up. we don't make any sense, but i still want your hand in mine.
can you just forget for just one second that you don't feel the same? can't we just try? i'm beginning to lose hope. you won't
even try. why do i
do this to myself? i fall too hard too fast. and i end up alone with another heartbreak. we don't make any sense, but i still want your hand in mine. I still want...
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Mon Nov 8, 2004, 5:25 PM

haven't journaled on here in a long time, probably because no one comes to my site anymore...but oh well. i haven't been writing as much as i wish i have, but i'm trying. just...haven't had any sudden impulses to write...but yeah i miss everyone and leave me love < 33

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~spessalsammy Dec 4, 2006, 1:06:07 AM

I really like Ur poems!
They are all so good. Im gonna watch u. great job so far.

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~vandaleyes Jul 3, 2006, 9:32:02 PM

thanks for checking out my gallery.
whoa, you're from cedar rapids?
that's pretty cool. i live near there.
small town, don't ask.

lata.

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~Kiyoshimi Oct 28, 2005, 8:17:47 PM

I'm not so well actually. my friend's mom died. and I'm afraid she's going to become bitter or do the things her mom wouldn't let her do, or something... she's just so unpredictable now. plus I seem to be taking too many classes and have too many aspirations and too many obligations. hm. but that part's okay, cause with help I'll pull through. what's been up with you? school, friends, etc?

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